Friday, September 23, 2005

Unbalance

Never feel so unbalance. Want to forget the details, but can't stop think about it. Life may like that, I feel unfair now. There is also a possibility that someday I may make somebody feel unfair, without knowing it.

Saturday, September 17, 2005

Nothing gonna happen?

Sucks. No excuse, just because of me, the most lazy girl in the world, everything goes out of order. Maybe only god can help me out of this embarrassing situation. At least, I am still alive. Oops, sometimes alive is worse than dead. Who can tell.

It hailed yesterday afternoon, with a killing thunder. My house was shivering, like almost hit by the thunder. Is it a kind of warning? Not know.

Don't want to talk to anybody, even the guy, whom I used to talk with in most of my spare time. What's the matter with me. The answer is I KNOW. But everthing remains unchange. God Bless Me...Hopefully

Friday, September 16, 2005

Out of Control

First heard this word 'dejavu' from the famous soap opera 'friends'. I thought it must be a French word. Almost immediately I liked it, out of control.

For me, these days like disaster. Betrayed by friends, despised by a lecturer, lost part-time job, idled away every day, out of control.

It sounds more reasonable to celebrate my new-blog day with more cheerful words, however, hard, I should say. Gloomy days, harsh days. Remembered that someone used to say, when something goes to the worst, it represents that the thing is gonna to be better. Hopefully, it is true.

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